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"No brake should be applied to passion ; when the appetites speak, they must be heard."
Marquis DeSade
littlewicked March 13th 1967 (Age 42) Female Nebraska
I am a 41 year old female, of average appearance I believe. I have a pretty open mind about most things and try to do my best to constantly further my knowledge about everything I can, including myself.
I find myself alone at this point in my life raising a son by myself, but believe it is better this way for him and when he is 18, my life will begin again. I do date rarely but my romantic life does not cross with my son's life, which means my boy will never meet the "boyfriends on parade" when they come about.
I prefer the kink side when it comes to my romantic life, I do not enjoy vanilla life as it were. I was married for 11 years, it did not end nicely but needed to end. Now I have learned to adore life in the simplest ways. I love the tactile sensations involved in kink, the discussion of options and knowing I have pleased the One I wish to be with.
I have had a few men in my life but only 2 really ring true in my heart. One was my first true love but lost track of later in life. The other I still speak to once in awhile and still find Him to be the most erotic and delicious Man I have ever met. Physically we were not together long, but in that time I learned more about myself that I ever had in life and I owe that all to Him. I learned that beauty is not in our eyes as women when we look upon ourselves in a mirror, it is reflected in the eyes of those who look upon us and express their pleasure. He probably does not even know I hold Him in such high regard but that is okay as He has His own life now. I can honestly thank Him for realizing what true love really is.
I hope to find more to do in my life and enjoy many normal things like riding on the back of a Harley wrapped around the strong back of a man clad in leather, going on a nice weekend Poker Run, the wind rushing thru my hair, playing a good game of pool or darts with a few good friends, and hitting the river boating in the heat with a few beers and buddies. I guess I am more of a tomboy, but do like to dress up once in awhile if given the chance. I have been called a strong woman before, but if truth be told i prefer to sit at the feet of a Dominant Man, to me there is no better place in the world. To feel his fingers in my hair as i lay my head on his thigh, it makes my world perfect.
All in all, I think I try to better myself at any chance, and further my knowledge on myself and life. I am more spiritual than religious and try to help others when I can. I figure if I can do well in this life and leave a good memory in others hearts I have done okay.
The true woman hidden deep inside of me that i allow so few see
"... remember Machiavelli, according to whom it were better to be impetuous than circumspect, because Nature is a woman to be mastered only by Him who goes to her whip in hand."
~ Marquis De Sade~
This is the woman that protects the submissive one within against society's judgement
"Lust's passion will be served ; it demands, it militates, it tyrranizes, it must therefore be appeased, and to its satisfaction all other conditions are totally irrelevant."
~Marquis De Sade~
"Certain souls seem hard because they are capable of strong feelings, and they sometimes go to rather extreme lengths; their apparent unconcern and cruelty are but ways, known only to themselves, of feeling more strongly than others."
~MDS~
"I have supported my deviations with reasons; I did not stop at mere doubt; I have vanquished, I have uprooted, I have destroyed everything in my heart that might have interfered with my pleasure."
~MDS~
Kytti was an adventurous girl, always wanting to play games and desperately trying to find a playmate who could match herself. She had tried many things to meet people she thought she would fit in with but she never really felt completely comfortable. She had begun to search some of the dating internet sites and found one that truly peaked her interest being all about bdsm which she loved. After about two weeks she had emailed back and forth with a gentleman who she thought would be a good match for her, the only problem was that when she met him for the first time she was surprised to find he was a county sheriff. It was a bit disconcerting at first when he had pulled along side her car in his cruiser for their first meeting. In the beginning she thought this was stupid to play with a cop, but after getting to know him she found herself more and more attracted to him. Kytti seemed to be finally falling in love with this man Officer Sean as she like to call him.
The beginning of their escapades seemed to be a bit mundane but as she talked to him he did his best to spice things up for her by having her meet him is different places, he would then hand over an envelope and leave. She had to wait until he left to open them and most of the time he had written down directions of where she was to go to and what exactly she was to wear, she adored his attentions. Kytti was happy with her situation but she kept thinking there had to be more to this role playing, she was always feeling like she was faking everything and had a hard time getting into character for whatever Sean decided to do that day. You see, he would come up with a base idea and leave the rest up to her which was hard for her as she wanted to be controlled, not be the one who controlled but Sean never seemed to understand that so she finally gave up talking to him about it.
On Saturday afternoon she received a text message from him telling her where to meet him for her next envelope. Sean was having her wait in the parking lot of the sex shop across the river in Iowa. Since she was in Bellevue, Nebraska she was only about a 10 minute drive across the Olde Towne Bridge and maybe another five minutes to the sex shop. She hated waiting there but Sean seemed to enjoy making her go there and then arrive in his police cruiser, he was always making her do more and more things that made her uncomfortable or embarrassed but she figured this was how she could get past the fear of it all and please him all in one. Kytti arrived promptly at 600pm as the text had directed her and sat in the back of the parking lot listening to the radio while she waited. Sean finally arrived shortly after pulling his cruiser so close to her car she thought he was going to hit her, he motioned for her to roll down her window and as she did he reached over to hand her the envelope. He started to speak and then a call came across the radio, he made his apologies and left quickly. She slumped down in her seat and watched him leave, then she tore open the envelope.
The envelope contained directions to a dirt road up in the bluffs by Folsom Lake, it was on the outskirts of a huge state park and no one really ever went there anymore so she figured this place would be perfect for the two of them to play outdoors, she could make all the noise she wanted to and no one would hear them. Sean had listed the time of her arrival to be 1030pm and also had a detailed listing of what she was to wear for their evening romp. He had asked her to wear a mini skirt, her 6” stiletto pumps, a front clasp bra, a g-string, along with her garter belt and thigh highs he loved so much on her. She was also to wear a white cotton button up shirt for easy access to her breasts of course. She began to get excited as she knew sometimes he did plan the best games and always made her feel so sexy when she was with him. She rushed home and began to ready her body for him.
Kytti got home and ate a light dinner, then went to lay out her outfit for the evening. Jumping into the shower she washed herself thoroughly shaving her legs and began to work on her pussy wanting it to be as velvety smooth as it could possibly be for him, after messing up her trim job she decided to just simply shave it all bare and rubbed baby oil into herself enjoying the feeling of the softness of her labia and the smoothness of her mound. Taking down her water bottle she filled it with warm water and hung it back up flushing out her vagina nicely then changed tips to so she could clean out her ass as well hoping tonight he may just defile every part of her wiling flesh. Singing to herself she dried her body and laid back on the bed covering her skin in her favorite scented lotion making sure every inch of her body he would touch would feel as velvety as her now swollen pussy lips. She did up her hair, did her makeup just right for the evening and looked over at the clock realizing she had to leave soon or she would be late, Sean never liked it when she was late. Grabbing her purse she darted out the door and while warming her car checked all her taillights knowing since she didn’t have a valid license and did not need to be pulled over tonight of all nites. Sean would never forgive her being an officer of the law himself, and she was always afraid he would find out and dump her over it. She only had a few more months of suspension and figured if she was good, he would never even know.
Kytti drove for quite a bit dancing in her seat trying to figure out what was going to be the game for the evening. Sean had such a good imagination for these things she knew that no matter what the scenario, she would be more than satisfied and leave with a smile that would not fade for days. She found the dirt road she was supposed to turn onto which was to lead to a fork in the road. After a bit she began thinking maybe she had turned on the wrong one and doubled back to the check if that was right. She started to turn right and then realized she had come from the left and corrected to go that way. She looked at the map he had drawn one more time and heard a siren go off behind her. Looking up into her rear view mirror she saw cherries going off directly behind her and cursed knowing she was going to get pulled over. Kytti began to panic knowing since she had no driver’s license she may just be going to jail, and dressed like a whore to boot. How could she explain this all to Sean? Her head began to spin as she thought “he will never even know I tried to get here, or worse what if he thinks I stood him up?”. She started to cry as she watched the Officer behind walking up towards her car and stopped at her license plates. Blinded by the spotlight she could see nothing but the shape of the man and he was very big, bigger than Sean. He head began spin as she started to cry knowing this was it, there would be no fun and games for her tonight, only jail.