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"No brake should be applied to passion ; when the appetites speak, they must be heard."
Marquis DeSade
littlewicked March 13th 1967 (Age 42) Female Nebraska
I am a 41 year old female, of average appearance I believe. I have a pretty open mind about most things and try to do my best to constantly further my knowledge about everything I can, including myself.
I find myself alone at this point in my life raising a son by myself, but believe it is better this way for him and when he is 18, my life will begin again. I do date rarely but my romantic life does not cross with my son's life, which means my boy will never meet the "boyfriends on parade" when they come about.
I prefer the kink side when it comes to my romantic life, I do not enjoy vanilla life as it were. I was married for 11 years, it did not end nicely but needed to end. Now I have learned to adore life in the simplest ways. I love the tactile sensations involved in kink, the discussion of options and knowing I have pleased the One I wish to be with.
I have had a few men in my life but only 2 really ring true in my heart. One was my first true love but lost track of later in life. The other I still speak to once in awhile and still find Him to be the most erotic and delicious Man I have ever met. Physically we were not together long, but in that time I learned more about myself that I ever had in life and I owe that all to Him. I learned that beauty is not in our eyes as women when we look upon ourselves in a mirror, it is reflected in the eyes of those who look upon us and express their pleasure. He probably does not even know I hold Him in such high regard but that is okay as He has His own life now. I can honestly thank Him for realizing what true love really is.
I hope to find more to do in my life and enjoy many normal things like riding on the back of a Harley wrapped around the strong back of a man clad in leather, going on a nice weekend Poker Run, the wind rushing thru my hair, playing a good game of pool or darts with a few good friends, and hitting the river boating in the heat with a few beers and buddies. I guess I am more of a tomboy, but do like to dress up once in awhile if given the chance. I have been called a strong woman before, but if truth be told i prefer to sit at the feet of a Dominant Man, to me there is no better place in the world. To feel his fingers in my hair as i lay my head on his thigh, it makes my world perfect.
All in all, I think I try to better myself at any chance, and further my knowledge on myself and life. I am more spiritual than religious and try to help others when I can. I figure if I can do well in this life and leave a good memory in others hearts I have done okay.
The true woman hidden deep inside of me that i allow so few see
"... remember Machiavelli, according to whom it were better to be impetuous than circumspect, because Nature is a woman to be mastered only by Him who goes to her whip in hand."
~ Marquis De Sade~
This is the woman that protects the submissive one within against society's judgement
"Lust's passion will be served ; it demands, it militates, it tyrranizes, it must therefore be appeased, and to its satisfaction all other conditions are totally irrelevant."
~Marquis De Sade~
"Certain souls seem hard because they are capable of strong feelings, and they sometimes go to rather extreme lengths; their apparent unconcern and cruelty are but ways, known only to themselves, of feeling more strongly than others."
~MDS~
"I have supported my deviations with reasons; I did not stop at mere doubt; I have vanquished, I have uprooted, I have destroyed everything in my heart that might have interfered with my pleasure."
~MDS~
Dominic sustained his rhythm, as he moved about the bed laying himself upon her thighs, swirling his palms lightly about in spirals on her ass, stopping only to mark out the smaller curves of her flesh.She lay there sprawled out face down on his bed, her mind in a haze as she felt a mixture of pleasure and dread of what was to come. He traced the crevice between her cheeks with his index finger gracing her tightness, Charlene flinched as he touched her there not sure of what to think, she wanted to submit fully yet had never ventured there with her husband or anyone. "What if I can't do this? I can't do this…it isn't proper" she heard in her head.Trying to move she felt his body's weight pinning her to the bed and struggle as she would, there was no freeing herself.She tried to block it out of her mind as Dominic persisted beginning to work his finger deeper into her tight bud of an asshole. Using her own juices she felt him dip his finger deeply inside of her warm cunt to only slide out and caress her bud a bit beginning to lube her.
Charlene flushed with humiliation as the intrusion continued, she knew she was going to experience this whether she wanted to or not. Dominic bit her ass cheek hard and whispered "I am going to enjoy this…."He raised himself up on his hands and pulled himself up off the bed. Charlene laid there nervously still trying to muster herself together turning her head to the side and then saw him standing beside the bed. Dominic stood there in his wicked splendor unbuttoning his shirt slowly as she noticed the soft dark down upon his chest, beneath that was a multiplicity of tattoos covering his flesh overtop of his taunt delicious pectorals.She became engrossed in looking at him as he continued to undress mesmerizing her, sitting a moment to remove his boots she noticed his tattoos continued across his arms and back, his strong thick muscular scrumptious masculine back.There were Indian gods and goddess' and many brilliant colors and designs on his olive tanned skin, her eyes widened in appreciation and she realized her fear began to dissipate as a new feeling came across her, one of desire and need, one of yearning and hunger.He stood tall and statuesque looking intensely into Charlene's eyes and she froze, his stare was so passionate it held her. She felt as if in that short moment he knew her absolutely, he slowly removed his jeans revealing substantial and firm thighs she knew she would soon feel wrapped around her. Standing before her completely bare Dominic watched her as her eyes led their way up his body to a well muscled ass and washboard abdominals.Charlene knew in that moment though completely stripped of any leather, jeans or tools of hand this Man was dangerous to her very being. Dangerous enough to push her mind and flesh to its outermost regions and drive her passions well beyond her control, dangerous enough to make the world as she knew it simply fade away.
Charlene darted to the edge of the bed in response to him sitting down upon it, almost as if part of her feared him. Exhausted as she was from the previous orgasms there was another part of her that wanted to be completely consumed by this Man. Dominic grabbed her hips pushing her back onto her stomach as he quickly laid himself upon her back placing his thick cock between her ass cheeks. Charlene's ass cheeks flinched against his cock in reply, as her body arched raising her ass to meet him once again in offering. Her need within began to grow as they grinded upon one another, Dominic bit her shoulder harshlyraising himself up once more to tap the head of his cock at the entrance of her pussy, her lips thick, pulsing and glistening with the excitement of before. Charlene could not help but squirm yearning for him now, trying not to be the impetuous child she bit her lip, she wanted him inside of her filling her. Grabbing the covers of the bed tightly within her small grasp she arched again raising her ass in hunger with a slight whimper. After teasingly dipping himself into her a few times gently, he ruthlessly plunged his wide cock deeply into her swollen cunt grunting "is that what you want little girl?" he said mockingly. Crying out Charlene felt as she were to split wide as his thickness filled her, delving into her repeatedly, thrusting deeper and deeper within her touching her very core, she was helpless to her own desires as she whimpered with each thrust bucking like a wild animal. Over and over she tried to speak but could say nothing as her mind blanked, "oh god!!!!" she cried, a kaleidoscope burst before her eyes as her cunt began to thump incessantly. Charlene felt the warmth begin anew in her belly as her body started to shake uncontrollably, Dominic's cock was hitting her G-spotfrom behind and she could do nothing but feel him. She could control herself no longer as her body shook, her orgasm awakening her very soul as she thrust back against him. Dominic laughed as he slid himself into her hungry cunt one more time and slowed his pace.
He pulled completely out of her and she whimpered yet again feeling the sudden void then felt the head of his cock pressing against the virgin flesh of her ass. "I've not done that, uhmm…I have never….."she started to say as Dominic smiled at her. "Trust me, a broken toy is no good to me", he said as he laid upon her back once more biting her shoulder making her scream out, nibbling at her until her body reacted once again in a bucking fashion against his dick. Dominic dipped just once more making sure to cover his cock thoroughly in her juices and pressed himself at her hole. Leaning in gently he continued rocking back and forth into her until his head breached her. Charlene's eyes closed as her mind took over, the pain was at first unbearable as she raised herself to rest upon her elbows hanging her head and softly sobbing as this violation continued. Her mind was exploding as she tried rationalizing with herself then noticed…, she was backing her ass against him to get his cock deeper within her ass. Dominic growled out biting the back of her neck as she threw her hair back, he reached up and grabbed a fistful yanking her head sharply back as he finally rammed hard into her, she could do nothing and now wanted nothing but more of him inside of her. Their speed hastened, the sweat glistening off of the two bodies laying there, their flesh becoming one and she felt complete at last.
All her fears left her as she felt the shuddering and delicious spasms begin once again, Dominic's cock thickening inside of her. They began to gasp in union as their bodies responded in need, his to own her very soul and hers to finally feel completely taken, a fragile girl with the grasp of this Man, He had shown her the world she had always dreamed of. Dominic continued his momentum as Charlene realized she was now on all fours, her middle back dipping down to lay her belly upon the bed, her hips arched in such a way as to give him total access to deepen his thrusts as she felt her muscles inside of her cunt and ass spasm once again about his cock, Dominic responded by slamming himself deeper into her as his growl became the only thing she could hear, he leaned down biting her shoulder drawing blood as he grunted thru his teeth and thrust deep within her one final time as they came together. She felt the heat of his cum warm her insides as he shot his seed deeply into her ass. Her orgasm shook her violently as she screamed with her head pulled tightly back, her eyes rolling back into her head; they both fell to the bed's surface in a panting mess. Charlene lay there panting like a spent animal wanting to say something but could think of nothing more than "thank You" that she whispered thru dry lips.
He laid heavily upon her, the sweat between the two dripping down her sides. She relaxed her fingers and spread out her body under him to take his full weight upon her as they lay upon the sheets collecting themselves. All Charlene wanted to do was stay like this with his cock deep within her ass forever; she had found her place and finally felt as if she belonged within this world. Dominic kissed the back of her neck gently then lapped at the blood from the bite on her shoulder and leaned down towards her ear and simply spoke a few words to her. "Good girl" she heard as he laid his head upon her back and he relaxed as well as they both began to drift away into the darkness. Charlene realized she had found the place she had been searching for her whole life, deep within his arms, and smiled as she drifted off to sleep.
Nic March 4, 2007 11:42 AM PST It is always nice to remember those "precious moments" baby's first step, first word and Charlenes first "ass-gasm" first trip into deep "space" and the orgasms that came from just a touch. I think there is more to Charlenes tale/tail.
loz March 2, 2007 05:17 PM PST "The Final Chapter"... too bad, that last line begs for a continuation!
"...this Man was dangerous to her very being"
...as the Namesake, who would no doubt be delighted with that expression. well said ;).
you should consider a 'series' of some sort, though it's great as it is.