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"No brake should be applied to passion ; when the appetites speak, they must be heard."
Marquis DeSade







littlewicked
March 13th 1967  (Age 42)
Female
Nebraska

I am a 41 year old female, of average appearance I believe. I have a pretty open mind about most things and try to do my best to constantly further my knowledge about everything I can, including myself.

I find myself alone at this point in my life raising a son by myself, but believe it is better this way for him and when he is 18, my life will begin again. I do date rarely but my romantic life does not cross with my son's life, which means my boy will never meet the "boyfriends on parade" when they come about.

I prefer the kink side when it comes to my romantic life, I do not enjoy vanilla life as it were. I was married for 11 years, it did not end nicely but needed to end. Now I have learned to adore life in the simplest ways. I love the tactile sensations involved in kink, the discussion of options and knowing I have pleased the One I wish to be with.

I have had a few men in my life but only 2 really ring true in my heart. One was my first true love but lost track of later in life. The other I still speak to once in awhile and still find Him to be the most erotic and delicious Man I have ever met. Physically we were not together long, but in that time I learned more about myself that I ever had in life and I owe that all to Him. I learned that beauty is not in our eyes as women when we look upon ourselves in a mirror, it is reflected in the eyes of those who look upon us and express their pleasure. He probably does not even know I hold Him in such high regard but that is okay as He has His own life now. I can honestly thank Him for realizing what true love really is.

I hope to find more to do in my life and enjoy many normal things like riding on the back of a Harley wrapped around the strong back of a man clad in leather, going on a nice weekend Poker Run, the wind rushing thru my hair, playing a good game of pool or darts with a few good friends, and hitting the river boating in the heat with a few beers and buddies. I guess I am more of a tomboy, but do like to dress up once in awhile if given the chance. I have been called a strong woman before, but if truth be told i prefer to sit at the feet of a Dominant Man, to me there is no better place in the world. To feel his fingers in my hair as i lay my head on his thigh, it makes my world perfect.

All in all, I think I try to better myself at any chance, and further my knowledge on myself and life. I am more spiritual than religious and try to help others when I can. I figure if I can do well in this life and leave a good memory in others hearts I have done okay.

The true woman hidden deep inside of me that i allow so few see




"... remember Machiavelli, according to whom it were better to be impetuous than circumspect, because Nature is a woman to be mastered only by Him who goes to her whip in hand."

~ Marquis De Sade~



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"Lust's passion will be served ; it demands, it militates, it tyrranizes, it must therefore be appeased, and to its satisfaction all other conditions are totally irrelevant."
~Marquis De Sade~







"Certain souls seem hard because they are capable of strong feelings, and they sometimes go to rather extreme lengths; their apparent unconcern and cruelty are but ways, known only to themselves, of feeling more strongly than others."
~MDS~






"I have supported my deviations with reasons; I did not stop at mere doubt; I have vanquished, I have uprooted, I have destroyed everything in my heart that might have interfered with my pleasure."
~MDS~

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Sunday, January 21, 2007
There is submission, and there is bottoming.

To bottom is to accept heavy tight straps, manacles, ropes eating her alive, painful positions, numbing of hands and feet, of limbs and mind.

She gives over her clothing, her skin, arms, legs, and neck, her breasts to be bitten, pinched, yanked, slapped. She surrenders her scented pussy, her gleaming cunt to be fucked, thumbs hooked in her rippled flower of an ass.

Trying not to make a sound (and failing), she accepts beatings with belts, whippings, floggings until she is raw.

As a bottom, she is bent at the waist, her body laid along a beam, her nipple pierced with rings tied to the floor, her nipples stretched like they're made of rubber. Her wrists, hungry for the ropes, are bound behind her back and ratcheted upward, straining her joints.

Pain beats in her body from lips to ass.

Her legs are forced wide, and a sharp knife, is drawn along her ass, that tight carnal kiss of defiled flesh. And further, the blade tasting her warm wet opening, the dark portal of damp heat bringing to mind the scrabbling of bodies, arms, legs, sweat, semen. That craven receptacle awaiting the dangerous lick of the blade, a treacherous tongue, tasting her. Wanting more.

Farther still, to where her flesh mounds and folds, rose-like, smelling of piss and sex, where pleasure is akin to rows of teeth gnawing at desire, at want, at her appetite gone murderous. There. That's where the blade leaves red trailings, the sullied dripping of blood.

Yes. That is bottoming. That is the place of beginning.



The submissive hears whisperings, hushed voices behind heavy doors, rattling chains, moans. Submission, the buried room, dark water, the flowing of cells through veins, abbreviated silence. The quaking of flushed round breasts groped and mashed by rough fingers and thumbs, unknown tormenters given free reign over her body and holes, choking her with cock and semen. Terror, blind want between the thighs, pelting rage and whips, fists, the drunken staccato of the soul.

How much will a submissive give? All? And what, in the moment that she is grasped by the ribs and cracked open at the chest, is her reward?

She is a piece of handiwork. Art. The submissive is not a "me". Not "I". She is property.

Her skin is flayed along lines of incision. She is dismembered, cut apart piece by piece, her organs eaten, her heart devoured.

A submissive begs for more.

For her rite of passage her blood is siphoned into champagne glasses, the titration of her soul, dark rapture, bliss of defilement. She is painted with Grace, Loyalty, and Destiny, and drenched in blood.

The submissive. A universe of nothing where she is no more.


Posted at 09:50 pm by littlewicked

littlewicked
January 22, 2007   08:13 PM PST
 
I can say You crossed my mind as I worked on it, You know me all too well. *smiles*
Nic
January 22, 2007   01:19 PM PST
 
I an only imagine your wet little cunt as you wrote this. It must have been throbbing on the edge of begging as you described those thoughts
 

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