What do you do when you still Love someone you have let out of your life? When you know that everytime you chance to be together you wont be able to help but fall into bed. But you know otherwise you really arent a part of their life anymore and dont know for that matter how much they ever really cared for you. All you know for sure is how much of your heart they live in and what a huge empty hole it feels like when you dont hear from or see them anymore. What do you do when you still wish to feel their flesh against yours but they chose to go another way? A way away from you and you feel as if you no longer have a place in their life? I guess you just enjoy those precious and few moments that life gives you together and try not to be a burden on them or yourself, you try to keep those few little phrases out of your mouth even though your heart feels them so strongly and just go on with your life. Whats worse is sometimes they never even realize how big a part of your life they were in the first place, so when you do have them? Make sure you show them and tell them exactly what they are to you so you dont sit and ask these questions to yourself, all the time......